1.20.15 Day 10 I’m trying to write a goddamn article for Infusionsoft on relationships and business and it’s making me feel like a mother at the grocery store with her five sons ages 3 – 9. Generally when things don’t go my way I get angry like bull. I’ll think about punching a TV screen …
1.19.15 Day 9 A lot of times I delete the LARGE BLOCK BOLDED HEADER because it scares me and makes me feel like we aren’t friends. But maybe if I start putting it in randomly it won’t be as intrusive. Is that sexual harassment? Let’s start over. Been writing 500 words per day for 8 …
1.18.15 Day 8 “What am I doing here?” is the most common question running through my head. Second is, “How did I get here?” I wonder if anyone feels comfortable in their skin. I don’t. I don’t see how it’s my skin at all. I was exercising in my hotel room the other night, listening …
I’m writing 500 words per day. I don’t know what about yet but I suspect I’ll figure it out as I go. How can I be a writer who doesn’t write every day? Every situation is a lesson. I’m in the middle of the classroom with the bastard teacher that will never pass me anyway. …
1.16.15 Day 6 Sitting in the open air lounge at Cherengin Hills in Janda Baik getting eaten alive by misquotes. And not little bitch Michigan misquotes, these are the indigenous mountain variety that eat steaks in between sucking my blood. Fine, I brought my lavender essential oil, I’m not worried about a few bites. But …
I started my first business in 3rd grade selling hand-made bookmarks to my classmates. I was making a killing until my accountant ratted me out because I didn’t want to date her. I’ve been forming, pitching, and building ideas ever since. I don’t think entrepreneurs are better than anyone else, I just think they have …
1.15.15 Day 5 Twice today I had good thoughts and I did my normal routine, “Alright remember this you little shit. Say it over and over and memorize it. Keep saying it. You don’t need to write it down if you keep repeating. It’s good for your brain.” And three minutes later both thoughts were …
1.14.15 Day 4 Which story would you rather read? Story 1 Day 4 and I’m already dreading this writing process. I hate sharing these journals because I feel like they are not very useful to anyone other than myself. I’m having my doubts about this 30 day project. Story 2 It’s day 4 and I’m …
1.13.15 Day 3 Just finished meditating. That puts me at about day 175 or so. Just thought about what I was going to write the whole time. Seems like a distraction but I actually find it quite stimulating to have something specific to concentrate on. Feels like coffee. I want to write in my journal …
1.12.15 Day 2 If I wanted to have a real conversation with someone, where would I start? Would it matter that I can’t yet have completely honest conversations with myself? I don’t like getting down on myself because it’s becoming trendy. If I say I am bad at something that is supposed to make it …
