blog On Marriage : Where It Went Wrong

On Marriage : Where It Went Wrong

Present Day I often have interesting thoughts before falling asleep. I’ll be lying in bed and it will hit me clearly and no matter what time it is I will feel a rush of energy. But I don’t always have my journal next to me and I don’t always get up to write it down. …

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blog New Life : Maddy Date 4. Emergence of a Feeling

New Life : Maddy Date 4. Emergence of a Feeling

December, 2019 Maddy and I met at the Angelika to see Dark Waters, which was basically Spotlight again but this time about bad chemical companies. She was coming straight from work and I was coming straight from doing basically nothing. I was on time and she was a few minutes late. When she did arrive …

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blog On Marriage : The Last Days Part 2

On Marriage : The Last Days Part 2

8.12.19 Charlie tells me that if I can carve out a few things a day that I am thankful for and remove a few things that aren’t good for me, then I am making progress. Right now, I am thankful for the scene in our apartment. I am sitting down to meditate and A is …

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blog New Life : The Origin of “Come Over”

New Life : The Origin of “Come Over”

I kissed Maddy before I kissed Erica. But I had gone on more dates with Erica and known her longer. We texted frequently and had a familiarity after a while. When I texted, “Come over,” after seeing the red dress selfie, I had just recently recovered from the first time I sent those words to …

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blog On Marriage : The Beginning Part 5 – “I’m Not Attracted to You”

On Marriage : The Beginning Part 5 – “I’m Not Attracted to You”

Saturday 11/8/14 8:47AM Woke up at 6:30. Was up til 1:30 reading Peaceful Warrior. It’s just starting to get good. I’m still solid on my speech. Preparation removes nerves. Maybe I could even look forward to it. The big fundraiser for the Hale Foundation was that day. 300 people would come together for a yoga …

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