3.24.20 Bed, NYC We wake together and smile before we touch because we know the feeling that is coming. Last night we thanked each other for how much fun we’ve been having. She said she never feels dumb when she talks to me. I said I never worry about being right in a conversation. We …
3.22.20 8:40AM Bed, NYC We cannot remember the second thing we needed from the grocery store. The first is cottage cheese. That’s easy because we always need more cottage cheese. Is it turkey? No. Bread? No. Arugula? No. Goddamn, what was it? We go back and forth and I’ve conceded to the fact that it’s …
February, 2020 Amy is here. She’s staying in my house so she can work on my system. Maddy thinks she’s cooked up quite a life – charging thousands of dollars to clear energy out of rich, stupid Californians. I would normally agree. I didn’t want her at my house. But nothing else was working. I …
98% of my life is good. Favorable. Rich. Meaningful. 2% is not. I used to think about that 2% 98% of the time. A lot of people do this. It’s insane. I bought a house in October. I never wanted a house. I think it was part of the continuation in my work with Amy. …
3.14.20 I am coming home from Seattle when they announce that the world is shutting down. People are dying and this new virus is taking down anyone it can. I am scared, and at the same time, I am not. My work closes. It has to. I have no way to make money and $50k/month …
